"Leadership is the capacity to influence others through inspiration, motivated by passion, generated by vision, produced by conviction, ignited by purpose." Myles Munroe

Monday, August 15, 2011
Reflections on Mercer on Mission
With three weeks of adventures and memories, where can one even begin? Should I talk about the vividness of Armenia's history with its ancient churches and its abandoned industrial parks? Should I talk about the beauty of Georgia’s capital mixed with graffiti preaching both hope and aimlessness? I don’t know, and while I wish I could be a poet with this, I suppose all I can offer is honesty. When it comes to Armenia and Georgia (and anywhere really), I don’t believe they can never personally be “real” for anyone until one experiences either place first hand. After all, I know Mount Everest is physically real. I’ve seen pictures of it, and I’ve read about it. Still, I could never adequately imagine how vicious the cold air must be, or how beautiful the view from the top would be for me. Likewise, I think the same will be true for the readers of this blog when it comes to Armenia and Georgia.Of course, I’m sure all of you love the fantastic pictures that have been taken, and I’m sure many of you must be dying to hear your daughters’, sons’, or friends’ stories in person. In my view though, there’s going to be an emptiness for all of those who weren’t physically there. None of the Service Scholars could do these two lovely countries justice in terms of description.Then again, the Armenia and Georgia of the Service Scholars will not be the Armenia or Georgia you’ll experience if you should ever choose to go. I doubt you would get the chance to meet many, if any, of the people we’ve been fortunate enough to meet. Naturally, you won’t work on the exact same projects nor have the exact same meals that we Service Scholars have had. You won’t have our comedic conversations nor our frustrating disagreements, and while I’m absolutely sure you have all had parallel experiences to the ones we’ve had here in the Caucasus, those experiences are still not the same.
So is this fact a good thing or a bad thing? I would say it’s neither. It simply is what it is. On the other hand, you might not want to take my word for it, because at the end of the day I’m no sage. I’m just a ditzy twenty-year-old who lacks the life experience of his elders.If anyone is interested, though, I would just like to say this. If there’s something you would like to do in this life, then do it! If you want to go to Africa, South America, or Asia, then go. If you want to build a home for a needy family, or build a well for a needy village, then build it. Embrace the fact that no one in this world will ever know exactly how you feel when you achieve success or experience disappointment. Embrace the fact that no one else will ever live the life you’ve lived.To the parents of this trip’s Mercer Service Scholars, embrace the fact that you are parents of the Service Scholars and others. Embrace the fact that no one else has experienced motherhood or fatherhood exactly like you have, and embrace the fact that you’ve raised your children so well. It’s all that any daughter or son could ever ask for.To everyone else, just embrace the past you’ve lived and the future you will live. The Good and Bad, the Crazy and Mundane, embrace it all. Your experiences are what made you who you are, and they continue to shape you.And that’s all I can really say. I’m sure you’ve all figured out the above ages ago, but again, it’s all that I got to say. I’m no poet, and I’m certainly not smart enough to write something inspirational for the ages. Still: if someone likes what I’ve had to say, then I suppose I’ve done what I should.
Peace.
Zachory R.
Friday, August 12, 2011
Reflections from Georgia
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Service Opportunities and Group Excursion
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Georgia on my mind!
Friday, August 5, 2011
Reflections on Goals
Leaving Armenia... and a piece of us as well.
Last Day in Armenia
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Sevan, a Mustache, & Reflections So Far
Today marked the end of the second week of our trip - and it provided a wonderful break from our construction work with the Fuller Center. We travelled about an hour away from Vanadzor and spent the day swimming and grilling out at Lake Sevan. Along the way, we toured more old churches, rented paddle boats, got our fix of hairy Armenian men in speedos, bargained for souvenirs, and enjoyed each other's company. It was a chance to recharge for our final workdays here before we travel to Georgia later this week. The scenery was beautiful. The sun was hot. The food was good. The water was cold.
Tomorrow we will return to a nearby village for our second workday with the second family we've worked with in Armenia. By day's end we should finish pouring the cement for the floors inside the home. Just as was the case with the first family and our group, I think there is a great deal of mutual respect between us. They have welcomed us with open arms, and, though communication is difficult (smiles do the job adequately), it is obvious that they are humbled that we are willing to work beside them.
In other news, I decided several days into our trip that I would grow a mustache. After several days of not shaving in Poland and Yerevan, I decided to go for it. Dr. Grant has been calling me Rico Suave. It's goofy. It's ridiculous. But it's fun, and my hope is that it can help keep the mood of our group a bit lighter, providing comedic relief amidst our inevitable annoyance with each other. Even more, I find a bit of hoakie symbolism in it. As I grow personally throughout each day of this trip - experiencing cultural differences, being stretched emotionally and intellectually by problems and questions, and reforming my worldview little by little - my mustache is also growing a bit. It is, in a strange and possibly forced way, an outward sign of an inner metamorphosis.
A few reflections from our trip so far:
- Countless things seperate countries and people and regions and sects around the world, but one constant everywhere in the world is the joy of children. I speak for everyone when I say that I say that playing with the families' children on both of the Fuller worksites has been a blast. They make the work enjoyable and more rewarding because we know that we are playing a small role in ensuring a better future for them.
- The church is deeply rooted in Armenia, and the Armenians are very proud of their rich Christian heritage.
We've seen more than half a dozen churches already.
- Signs of the fall of the Soviet Union are still obvious here - especially in Vanadzor. An entire valley in the city is filled with the ruins of a chemical factory which stopped operation in the early 90's; it provides a constant reminder of the dire state of Armenia's economy.
- The people here are hearty and strong. They may not have a lot by our American materialistic standards but they enjoy life and maintain a distinct culture. Certainly there are problems here, and we can play a small role in providing our Armenian neighbors a "hand up," but we must be careful not to compare our American standard of living with theirs. I'm convinced that more is not always better.
- "To whom much is given, much is expected." This trip is providing me with a renewed perspective about how blessed I am, and it is challenging me to ponder my small role in a world full of problems.
Alex Lockwood
Water, Water, Water
I am the designated water girl on our building worksites. As a team, we have been working to put concrete down on the roof and floors of the houses. One and a half buckets of water are needed to produce one batch of concrete. It is my job fill the buckets with water and pour them into the mixer. I'll be honest, it's a pretty cush job in comparision to everyone else working in the bucket line, which is basically passing buckets filled with concrete back and forth. However, water is essential to our project. Without water, there would be no concrete. I have enjoyed having this job because it is easy on my back. I like to think that every bucket of water I pour puts love into the house. I have been surprised by how much I am enjoying this service project. Don't worry Mom and Dad, I'm not planning on becoming a full time construction worker, but I have enjoyed the feeling of working hard to help a very deserving family. I am also the water girl because I pass out bottles of water to a very exhausted and sweaty team of builders. Indie has started to call me the "Water Goddess". I could be called worse, so I'm not complaining.
Then, there was Water Day. Ugh. Water Day is what our team calls the Armenian holiday that orginated from the church many, many years ago. The priests would splash water on people to symbolize the purity of Jesus. Today, this holiday is basically a national water fight. This sounds like a super fun holiday. I would probably love water day as an 8 year old girl. However, Water Day was definitely not fun for me. A group of us went to church in the morning for a traditional Armenian Orthodox service. The van dropped us off at a pizza place after the service. I had a slice of pizza and an ice cream sunday (yummy!). It was turning into quite a lovely day. This quickly ended the second we exited the restaurant. There were teenage boys stacked outside the restaurant with buckets of water and waterballons. I held up my hands and said in my sternest voice, "NO!". Obviously they did not listen. A huge bucket of water was poured all over me. My church dress and I were completely soaked. I was annoyed to say the least. I felt as if I had no rights. Of course, the men in our group did not get attacked. The teenage boys poured water on us to make our clothes tighter. This infuriated me. Lauren and I decided to break away from the group after that because we wanted to get back to the hotel faster because the rest of the group wanted to go to the internet cafe. We walked quickly and tried to avoid more boys with buckets of water. Lauren and I tried to dogde groups of boys by crossing to the other side of the street. That did not stop one group of boys who were probably around 12 years old. They were following us and I turned around and scram NO over and over again in my meanest, fiercest "Kim Lammers Attorney at Law" voice. Armenian women around the street started to yell at the boys to leave us alone, but they did not listen. I was once again drenched. I was furious by this point. However, I wasn't mad because I was wet. That was fairly harmless. I was mad that I had no right to say no to something because I was a woman. I felt as if I had no rights. To say the least, I feel very fortunate to be an American woman, where I have rights and the right to say no. My heart breaks for the women hear who have no voice. I am more thankful for my rights, my country, and my education than I have ever been from this experience. Don't worry Mom and Dad, I have never felt unsafe here, even during this incident. We are being taken care of very well.
On a brighter note, we traveled to Lake Sevan today. This was a day off of work for us. It was great to bond with the group and our Armenian guides. I got my tan on, my swim on, and oh man, it was great. (Don't worry Mom and Gmommy, I wore plenty of sunscreen. No burn for me). I am really loving Armenia and am having such an excellent time. This trip has been unlike anything I've ever done, including the Mercer on Mission I went on last summer. I am so thankful to Mercer for providing me with this experience. It has been wonderful and I promise to not let your investment in me be wasted.
-Kim Lammers
ps. No spell check on my computer. Please don't judge. I promise I am a semi-intelligent person.